2012 #3

All the books I read 2012 were first-time books. I haven't read them before and I'm really exited about this. 2012 just had not enough spare time to read as many books as I wanted, and the number of books I actually read is depressing low. 41- ouch. That's the best I could do? Embarrassing. I've done better.
Otherwise, I had final exams, a lot of stress in school and now university.

Yet, I missed my other books. I have a few favorite books I like to read very often and I hadn't have time for them. 

Do you miss books, stories, characters, places too? It sometimes hurt to think about them, unable to read them, and you really want to go back to them. 2013 will be a year with a lot of old friends. 

Here is the list of books I read this year and some comments to them. 

3. Lord of the Rings Trilogy - ♥♥♥♥♥

5. Chill mal, Frau Freitag – Voll streng, Frau Freitag - I liked the first one more than the second one, but they are both funny and so, so true! ♥♥♥

8. The Hunger Games Trilogy - ♥♥♥♥♥

9. The Host - I was suprised about HOW good it was! ♥♥♥♥

13. The Iron King, The Iron Daughter, The Iron Queen, The Iron Knight - I quite enjoyed them. Typicall fantasy girl romance ♥♥♥

14. The Shining - I can't handle Stephen King. I was scared out of my mind. ♥♥♥♥

15. Cujo - ♥♥♥♥

16. Man tut was man kann - The funniest book I read the whole year. I cried because it was so funny! ♥♥♥♥♥

17. Arschgeweih - ♥

18. 'Salem's Lot - ♥♥♥♥

21. Trylle Triology - fantasy girl romance. but cute and with a plot twist! ♥♥♥

23. Schuld & Verbrechen - do yourself a favour and read them! ♥♥♥♥

24. 3096 Tage - I don't want to sound mean by saying this, but I thought it was so boring. ♥♥

25. Fear Street - ♥♥

26. Blutspur - ♥♥♥

27. Die Einsamkeit der Primzahlen - I don't know why so many people go crazy because of this book. I didn't like it at all! ♥

28. Mieses Karma - ♥♥♥

29. dicke möpse - ♥♥

30. Fettnäpfchenführer Japan - ♥♥♥

31. Monika B - It was disgusting and so wrong. I can't get over her story. Read it. It's scary as hell. ♥♥♥♥♥

33. Gut gegen Nordwind & Alle sieben Wellen - ♥♥♥♥

34. Gefährliche Geliebte - ♥♥♥♥

37. Fifty Shades Triology - Ok, I read them 'cause I always think you can't hate what you never read. So I did it. I read it. It was worse than I thought. It's not only that she is unable to write and you can see that it was a Twilight fanfiction, no it also is one of the wrongest ways to describe a bdsm relationship. I don't want to say more to these books. I honestly can't understand how women can read and support this shit.

39. Star Wars Ep. 1&2 - ♥♥♥

40. Tintenherz - ♥♥♥

41. The Hobbit - ♥♥♥♥

2012 #2

Here some random things I enjoyed 2012 - TV-Shows, actors I will mainly drool over people I think are super hot - and random facts nobody really cares about:

♦ TV-Shows I enjoyed 2012

8^th season Supernatural, 4^th season Glee, Teen Wolf, Criminal Minds, The New Normal, 2 broke girls 

I want to introduce a lovely tv show to you.

Teen Wolf – It is my new drug. I watched it with Laura and we went crazy over it. It's not really normal how obssesed we got with it, but you grow to love it.

[Stiles and Derek - they will give you feels! also my OTP at the moment and the topic of the most fanfictions I read 2012]

At the moment there are two seasons with 12 episodes each and the plot what plot?? is a little.... Let's just say it's a show about High School students who acidentally become werewolfs? It's a lot of drama, love, hurt, angst, sexy shirtless teenagers the actors are all over 21 so don't feel bad about liking them!

They shoot season 3 at the moment and I can't wait. 

If you want a pain in the ass fandom and way more feels than you can handle, check this show out.

♦ my cat died.

This was probably the most horrible thing that happend to me in 2012. It broke my heart, I still don't really know how to handle it. I miss her badly and yes, I know she is "just" a cat.

♦ Idols

Lana Del Rey, Ryuuto

[Doesn't he look with his pink hair again?]

Lana Del Rey and Ryuuto [former ClearVeil, now Carat] are both very inspiring to me. I would love to look like them, be thin like them, be able to dress like them, act like them, be them. They were my 2012 idols and I'm pretty sure they will be my idols in 2013 as well. 

[Her face, her legs, her clothes!]

Thankfully, Ryuuto turned back to his old style with his new band, after the horrible things he did to himself and his music while being on his solo project. *caugh* 

♦ Celebrity Crushs

Dylan O'Brien, Katy Perry, Matthew Gray Gubler, Jeremy Renner, Jennifer Lawrence

My long-time celebrity crush Katy Perry. 

[Katy ♥]

I think she is stunning, beautiful and even if I'm not very happy with her blue hair, it looks good on her. I espacially love her with Rihanna at the moment.

[I ship them. I ship them hard.]

Dylan O'Brien is a sweet 21-year-old actor. Known for his role as “Stiles” Stilinski in Teen Wolf watch it, watch it, WATCH IT!. I have to say I love his role more than I love him. I bet he is a nice person, but not like Stiles. So I would rather say, I have a crush in Stiles not on Dylan.

[Look at this face *_*]

The same goes with Matthew Gray Gubler. I think I'm more intrested in his role as Spencer Reid. Sorry.

I don't have to say anything to Jermey Renner and Jennifer Lawrence, do I? They are both hot, funny, perfect actors. 

[Jeremey Renner's body is.... I can't put it in words....]

Hopefully Jennifer will get the Oscar this year.

[I don't get why Hollywood calls her fat. What is wrong with humanity??]

♦ Comics/Manga

Death Note, Crash, Captain America, New Avengers, Avengers vs X-Men, Deadpool

I had a huge Death Note flash this year, so I bought the manga. In English.

Crash is a new mana series I started with. It is a Shojo-Manga and very cute. It's about a girl, who wants to cast a boyband. Lucky her nose starts to bleed whenever she sees talent. Soon she finds five boys, gets them to join the band and the trouble starts.

Unfortunatly in number 8 the story starts being told from a different perspective, from a different girl. I don't like her and I can't enjoy Crash anymore. Somehow this makes me sad.

I also started to buy American Comics more frequently.

The series I started are Captain America, Deadpool, New Avengers and Avengers vs X-Men comics. I can recommand all of them.

♦ Places

I didn't travel a lot in 2012.

We [Reiko and myself] spent the first week of the new year 2012 in Kyoto, it's been the last week of our Japan trip. Kyoto is a wonderful, beautiful city with lots of history. It was freezing cold and the food was so delicious. I hope to see this city again.

[some pictures from our Japan trip, only the last one is from Kyoto]

Soon after – still in January – I had a class trip to Rome. It's been my first time in the capitol of Italy and it was great. I had an awesome time with my school friends and I think Rome made Anna and my to hardcore buddies.

Sadly that's all the trips I did this year. Hopefully I'm able to do more trips in 2013. I would love to go to Paris or London.

♦ haven't had enough...

Wodka, Selbstdisziplien, USA, books, gay rights

2012 #1

Okay, yes I'm late. 

Anyhow I will do my 2012 report in three steps: movies I watched in the cinema, books I read and other important stuff.

2012 I watched 33 different movies in the cinema – yes, I'm only counting the ones I've seen in a movie theater – and I enjoyed most of them.

First of all, I enumerate them for you just in case you care, otherwise skip all the numbers and look at my voting/highlights :-)

They are organized by their release date, not the order I watched them. Yes, I mostly watch high-budget, mainstream, no-deeper-meaning movies and I LOVE it.

1. Intouchables

2. J. Edgar

3. Faust

4. Jack and Jill

5. Star Wars Episode I 3D

6. The Devil Inside

7. Journey 2: The Mysterious Island

8. John Carter

9. Türkisch für Anfänger

10. The Hunger Games

11. Wrath of the Titans

12. Woman in Black

13. Iron Sky

14. Battleship

15. The Avengers

16. Dark Shadows

17. Men in Black 3

18. Snow White and the Huntsman

19. Street Dance 2

20. The Cabin in the Woods

21. Ice Age 4

22. Spiderman

23. The Dark Knight Rises

24. Ted

25. Prometheus

26. Total Recall

27. Magic Mike

28. The Expendables 2

29. Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter

30. Killing Them Softly

31. The Rise of the Guardians
32. Cloudatlas

33. The Hobbit

My personal highlights from 2012 and just because some aren't mentioned doesn't mean that I didn't enjoy them. I just liked others better. :

Favorite love movie: Türkisch für Anfänger

Favorite drama movie: J. Edgar, Cloudatlas

Favorite comedy movies: Men in Black, Intouchables

Favorite fantasy/sci-fi movie: John Carter

Favorite action movies: Battleship, Abraham Lincoln

Favorite horror movie: Cabin in the Woods

Favorite animated movie: Rise of the Guardians

Most epic movies: Avengers, Hobbit

Biggest disappointments of the year: Faust, Snow White and the Huntsman, Wrath of the Titans

Seen more than once in the cinema: Avengers (5x), Spiderman (3x), Hunger Games (3x)

Can't wait for:

Iron Man 2, Thor 2, Hungergames 2, Hobbit 2, Mortal Instruments, the Host, Star Trek 2, Hansel und Gretel: Witchhunter, Lone Ranger, The Wolverine

015

Last weekend I've been to Köln.

Közi - former member of Malice Mizer - gave a free concert and one of my friends is a huge fan.

We thought about taking the train but renting a car and driving by ourselves would be cheaper, faster and less stressfull.

I got the car from europcar and I can only suggest their service. They were the cheapest and friendliest car rental I've been to. And the car we got was perfect.

Altogether we paid 150€. [24-h car rent + gasoline + comprehensive insurance]

The opening act was amazing and I liked them more than Közi. Sorry.

The concert was great, we had fun and I would do it again.

Unfortunately I can't really tell you anything about the concert. I didn't know Közi's new band and the opening act, so it was all new to me. Further I was pretty exhausted 'cause none of my friends has a driver license and I drove all the way by myself.

[the vocalist from SPEECIES and myself with a stupid, way too happy smile]

SPEECIES [the opening act]

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[the postcard I got from Anna ♥. I don't need to say that I freaking miss her, do I?]

013

All the things I bought this November - or the reason why I never ever have money. 

I personally think I just bought really necessary things, but you can see yourself. 

I went to Primark for the very first time two or three weeks ago. 

And considering it's been my first time, I did very well. 

[a turquoise long sleeve basic with puffy arms, a grey T-Shirt with skeletons, a USA&music-themed T-Shirt

a royal blue long sleeve basic, a Bane will break the Batman T-Shirt, and a supercool KERPOW T-Shirt. x3]

This store is simply isane. 

I love the male T-Shirt collection. Why do guys have way greater T-Shirt designs than femals? Seriously, Bambi is cute and Alice pretty, but I want vulgar comic jokes the Family Guy T-Shirts were hilarious. I NEED FREAKING MONEY. 

Today I've been to Müller. I'm a creature of habit, it's easier for my to go shopping in stores I already know from my home town. 

So I rather drive to Offenbach than trying to find a different store, which will probably sell the same things, in Frankfurt. 

I just wanted to buy some paperclips, yet I got carried away. Ups. 

[400 colorful paperclips and 300 ZEBRA paperclips, the new Lana Del Rey album BORN TO DIE The Paradise Edition and Rhianna's new album UNAPOLOGETIC.]

Paperclips are my new best friends since I started to go to university. They help me to keep everything in order and prevent me from getting lost in all the papers.

The music CDs..... yeah, I bought them because I really needed them at that very moment. I'm sure you know my feelings!

I haven't listen to the Lana Del Rey CD but I already own and love the original Born to Die CD and know some of her new songs, so I'm sure I will love the other new songs as well. 

The Rihanna CD kind of sucks. No big suprise here, is there? I really enjoy her new single Diamonds and I liked most of her former singles. However the songs on Unapologetic didn't quite catch my ear yet. Maybe it will change if I listen a few more times to it. Argh, what happend to my music taste? A few years ago I was all about Japanese indie rock music and now? America changed my music taste so freaking much. Now I'm perfectly fine with simple American pop music. 

Futher I orderd some new comics online and they arrived a week ago. The shipping was pretty fast and I even got some Coca Cola gummybears.

I bought some more Deadpool comics to add to my collection. 

[all the Deadpool comics I own so far. not that many but money q_q]

I thought I use the opportunity to introduce Deadpool to you. He is awesome. 

At any rate one of my favorite super heros. I might introduce my other favorites to you later.

He is an super sassy asshole mercenary. He got some of the most badass sayings in the Marvel universe. 

Basically he got super healing powers and is a genius with guns, swords, bombs and everything else with the skill to kill you. 

I show you some panels from Deadpool # 8 to show you his awesomenss. In German, sorry to all the non-Germans!

[His humor!!!! I always guffaw while reading his comics. a mental high five to the incredible talented people who write his dialogues.]

And his sexy face without his mask. He got skin cancer that's why his skin looks so odd. It kind of rips and pops open due to the cancer, but because of his healing powers he won't die and his skin heals and closes. You can say his skin is in non-stop motion. 

[Ok, I'm honest. I prefer him with his mask on. He does as well. Seeing him like this is pretty rare.]

If you still don't belive he is awesome and a badass:

Here, he is having a fist-fight with Santa Claus.

How cool is this? 

Go and sit in a corner if you don't think he is great.

[I really wonder if he will get presents this year.]

In case you want to start reading comics and like strange humor, I highly recommend Deadpool. 

Beside the obvious reasons his awesomness, humor, guns, swords, blood, and did I mention he is able to cut of his limbs and is still able to survive? most times the storyline is finished in one comic book in the German version. So it's possible to buy a random volume and to understand what's going on. 

012

I want to share some good news with you. 

[My Lana Del Rey concert tickets arrived]

Yes, concert tickets are great news! I'm huge fan of Lana Del Rey and in April she will do a concert in Frankfurt. I really wanted to go yes I know that a lot of people say, she can't sing live and that her voice on CD isn't her real voice but 60 Euros were a little bit too much for me. 

Students don't have that much money - belive it or not. 

Luckily I noticed that o2 more had a "buy one get two" campaign for her concert. 

o2 more is a free service for o2 costumers. The only disadvantage is more comercial, yet they sometimes have really great campaigns. If you are an o2 costumer, make sure to enable your o2 more account.

Whenever you can get something for free or cheaper - get it! 

Further my Mam visited me last weekend. It was quite fun to have her over because I'm Mama&Daddy girl and it was nice to talk to her face-to-face again. 

I showed her downtown Frankfurt am Main and we went to eat Indian food. It was super delicouse! And spicy. But I love spicey food and will go there again. Chicken Curry was only 5 or 6 Euros that's not too bad.

 We also went to the airport bacause Dany - the life partner of my Mam - loves airplanes. It was nice and we even took a tour at the airport. 

I would do it again, simply because I love security checks. I can't eyplain why. Probably my brain connects security checks with the opportunity to travel, to fly far away and see awesome places. Sorry brain, you only got to see the Flughafen Frankfurt am Main.

[The airport with airplanes. Thank you, Captain Obvious.]

I learned a lot about the airport and airplanes and I really don't like to know these things. I like to pretend every airplane got its own little fairy and whenever a plane has to start the fairy will cover the whole thing in fairy dust. That's why I always think about something great while the plane starts. I have not watched Peter Pan fivehundret times as a child for nothing!
I still belive in fairies!

011

[a picture of myself - just because i can.]

010

Actually I just wanted to complain about all the reading I have to do for University, but a story came up.

Nowadays my Sundays are reseved for the all work and homework. I usually spend the whole day in my bed, listening to music and staying as far away from the PC as possible. Otherwise I woudn't get done a single thing. The highlight of every Sunday is the movie at 20.15 - either RTL or Pro7 today it will be RTL and X-Men! wuhu.

Isn't living alone the most exciting thing ever?

[have a look at my bed working place]

 To cut a long story short, I opened one of my books and see what I saw:

[no, you didn't lose your ability to count. the pages 131 - 174 are missing.]

This is one of the most unbelievable things that ever happens in my life. I mean, did this ever happen to you? A book missing pages? They are not ripped out, they are simply not there.

And of course I have to read page 155 - 165 for class tomorrow. 

One good thing, now I know how to resend stuff to amazon. I will send this book back tomorrow as soon as possible. 

009

Lot's of things changed.

I now live alone in the great city Frankfurt am Main - actually I already live since two months in my own flat.

Time is running way too fast.

I got into the University I wanted to and now I study German and English literature.

What I'm going to do with this? What I will work one day?

I have no clue, but I think it makes me happy.

So it is probably the right thing to do/study. [at the moment it is NOT making me happy and I'm sure I will regret not studying bussiness or law one day.....]

[A picture of a wonderful Deadpool and me from the book fair 2012 ♥ to defuse the tension]

I will try to post more often and maybe I will be able to tell some fun stories - and no worries. I don't have money left for going to the cinema. No more cinema post beside super duper important movies I had to see in the theater.

Tagged 01

I got tagged by Traumfrau ♥

 I'm so exited she tagged me *-* 

The rules:

Each person must post eleven things about themselves on their blog

Answer the questions the tagger has set for you plus create eleven questions for the people you tag to answer

Choose eleven people and link them in your post

Go to their page and tell them

No tag backs

You legitimately have to tag

But I think I won't tagg anybody. I haven't been back to the blogg-world long enough to know blogger x'D 

11 very boring facts about me:

#1 I'm a potterhead. I love everything about Harry Potter, even if I prefer Draco Malfoy ♥ I'm glad the had in pottermore sorted me in Slytherin. I'm one of the persons who started crying at the WB logo in Harry Potter 7.2 and didn't stop till the very end.

 #2 I love to dye my hair. I had colorfull hair for years. Unfortunaly I got old and have too many jobs - so my hair is brown now.

#3 It's easy to scare me. I hate heigh, insects - especially spiders -, the dark, sharks, monsters. I can't handle horror movies. I scream a lot and I can't sleep very well afterwards.

#4 I like boys in relationships. I don't know why but I always fall for taken boys. It's kind of disgusting how easily boys cheat on their girlfriends....Or maybe just the kind of boys I like xD

#5 I always have a book with me. In every purse of mine is at least one book. In my schoolbag is Shining from Steven King and in my main hand bag is Eragon at the moment.

#6 I live from one flash to the next flash. Last month I had a GLEE-flash and since three weeks I have a Death Note-Flash. I love Mello and Matt! My flashes change every month and some return over and over again - for example Harry Potter, One Piece, Dir en grey.

 

#7 I'm fat and unhappy with my look. I've never been thin but after one year USA I got ten kilos more on my hips....

#8 I love and hate kids. Most of the time I hate kids. I hate the way they scream, the way they look, the way they cry and they are sooooo annoying. I hate people staring at pictures of children bubbling how cuuuuuuute they are. Gosh, most babys look the same and so many children are ugly! But still is everybody so in love with their look. God damn liars. On the other hand.... I love children. I'm looking forward to have my own. I babysitt a lot - but I need to say that I can't stand one of the girls. She is so annoying - and I was an au-pair in the United States. There are no cuter, prettier and more awesome children than Thomas and Paul. I would die for them.

#9 I always sing and dance in my car. I love listening to music while driving and I always dance while listening. My brother hates it xD

#10 I'm Roman Catholic and raised this way. I belive in God and the Catholic church. I can't take protestans serious and a woman as priest makes me laugh. Of course I don't support all their ideas - all this shit they talk about homos and condoms - but I think I will stay Catholic my whole life. I even grew up with sentences like "better a dead son than a gay son" that was my grandmother's thinking. My parents think more like I do. I mean: I love yaoi x'D

#11 I'm a grammar nazi. Oh I hate mistakes in the German grammar. I don't get why people don't understand the difference between "wie" and "als". And "wegen dir" doesn't exist in the German language. It is "deinetwegen"!

Questions by traumfrau:

#1 What's your favourite food?

I love noodle salad, canned tuna and chocolate mouse. But after my time in Japan I would kill for dango, onigiri and Japanse curry ♥

#2 Cats or dogs?

CATS! I'm not a big fan of dogs. I don't know why. They are large, drool, don't think on their own, do whatever you want. That's just not my kind of animal. But I like carlins *-*

 #3 Your favourite movie?

Gosh... I have no idea. I like way too many movies. I love Mononoke Hime, Disney's Mulan, Lord of the rings, Star Wars, Transformer and Alexander.

#4 How many CDs do you own? What is your favourite?

I only own between 50 and 60 original CDs. It's a bad excuse but I simply don't have the money to buy more. I like my limited Dir en grey CDs, best of hide, Katy Perry's Teenage Dream and my ClearVeil CDs. ♥

#5 What kind of music do you prefer?

I've been a big fan of Japanese music for the last 8 years... But nowadays I prefer American pop music or German HipHop. I still listen to Japanese music but more the old bands...

#6 Do you attend manga and anime conventions?

Not really. I try to go to the Leipziger Buchmesse and Frankfurter Buchmesse every year. They are  actually no real anime convention x'D

#7 How do you want your dream girl/ dream man to look like? 

That's a good question. I love the style of Japanese man but on the other hand I don't think I want my boyfriend to look this way. I like guys with muscels. I like this macho-type of guy. I love this "I'm the man in the house" attitude. So an asshole Asian would be great. I have a horrible taste in men....
My dream girl is Katy Perry. I love this woman so much. I would marry her!

#8 Do you collect something?

 I collect too much stuff. I collect a lot of trash actually xD Like manga, action figures and artbooks from manga and anime, books, empty starbucks' cups, horrible grades, shoes, Disney DVDs and a few more useless things.

#9 What's your favorite school subject and which one do you hate the most?

 My favourite school subjects are German, history and English. I'm bored from all these natural siences - chemistry, bioligy, informatics - and I hate French. Burn in hell you ugly language!!

#10 Who's gonna be your future husband!??

 Hopefully Kyo. But I'm fine with Mello as well.

 #11 Finish that sentence: "If I meet you [Traumfrau] I would..."

...hug you and tell you "I never met you and we never talked but I really like you and think you are pretty cool!"

I will post about the movie tomorrow. I need to study biology and haven't done a thing.... argh!

008

First of all, the new blogspot layout freaks me out. 

I hate changes. I can't handle them....

Today you will get a little spam from me.

At first I need to tell you all the things that happend not a lot actually I got tagged and I watched a movie last Friday.

So spring finally reached my town. My cat is going crazy about the sun and all the animals. She loves to hunt them down.

My old cat normally catched mice but our new cat prefers birds. 

I wonder if that's because she is so small and fast. Our old one was fat and lazy xD

Isn't she cute? I'm always so proud of her. I feel like a mother supporting and spoling her sweet baby.

But she isn't eating the animals she catches. She is just playing with them and showing off.

My sweet Diva ♥

Last Monday I went to donate blood.

And the stupid fucker of a doctor missed my vein.

My arm looks like I got raped or I'm too stupid to take drugs.

I will never be able to understand how they can't find your vein. They studied this shit!!

The picture is from Monday, right after taking off the band-aid. Now it looks even worse.

This kind of things make me so angry. They coudn't even get all the 500 ml blood they normally get. After 225 ml the blood stopped running and he was like "Oh, I probably just poked through you vein. It will hurt the next three weeks."

In five weeks I will write my final exams.

Gosh, I need to study but I'm soooo lazy. I have no idea how to pass all this shit.

It's the third time I will write final exams. And hopefully the last time xD

[I wrote my Mittlere Reife, Fachabitur and now Allgemeines Abitur] 

I got so bad the second half of the year. That freaks my out. 'cause at Frankfurt's university they have a nc on my subjects. I will hate myself forever if they don't accept me, just because I'm lazy!

007

My brother and my dad have been to Düsseldorf.

Both are fans of Fortuna Düsseldorf - the football team from Düsseldorf ;-) - and they went to see a game.
I wanted to join them but coudn't due to my work.
But my dad and my brother are super cute and they bought me some things I wanted.
Green Tea, Golden Curry and Pockys *-*
They coudn't find everything I wanted but that's fine. Maybe I will be able to go to Düsseldorf in early May. ♥
And you see they don't exactly know my taste. Of course I like Hello Kitty but I'm not a big fan of strawberry pockys.
Anyway I bet I won't eat it for a long time. I can't get Japanese food very often and so it is very special for me.

006

I'm living in a very small town in Bavaria.
You can imagine it is pretty boring.
Going out here is different than going out in big cities.
I love partying in Berlin. ♥ There are so many different and interesting kinds of people and you will always find somone depressed enough to buy you drinks.
In my town probably I'm the most different person - and I think I'm quite normal compared to other people I know.
Anyway last Friday I went to a party in a little dico/bar called Muk.
You can see in the picture how modern and fashionable it is. Haha.
I had to censor all the pictures because we are all ugly drunkards.
It's like one of the hotspots in my town - can you belive it? - and it was nice.
They play the Top 50s and some good old Bavarian party songs.
I met tons of my friends and drank a loooooooot.
It was embarrassing like always but that's fine.
I enjoy drinking - sometimes a little bit too much.
Drunken I also love to smoke and so we stayed most of the time outside.
A few of my male friends bought me drinks and so I only had to spend 15 Euros. ♥
Easter is coming. I have no idea what to get my family, maybe they won't get anything.

005

Spring is coming. ♥
You can feel how the weather changes people's mood.
They are way more friendly and affable.
I'm sure nothing is healthier than a blue cloudless sky!

Ah~ anyway today i decided to be a little rebel.
I skipped chemistry and informatics with my super sweet classmate Anna.
This girl is one of the most amazing persons I know. I don't want to say we are soulmates but we are very like each other.
She can laugh about the same things I do - as long and as loud as I do! - and we mostly share the same opinions. I really love her.
She is smart, enjoys reading and is full of irony. Sitting next to each other drives the teachers crazy and they urge us at least once a day. It feels a little bit like being back in 10th grade.
But Anna is way more insurgent than I am.
I would never be brave enough to skip subjects without her. I still almost died because I was so afraid of getting cought.
Sometimes I hate to be raised in roman-catholic way. I still feel kind of bad and have the feeling I will get punished one day. Probably I will go to confession just to feel better.
We had so much fun and with two free hours school almost is passable.
The brightest part of our school day was the water ice we ate. It was so yummy ♥

I love this song - Abraham's Daughter by Arcade Fire:

You need to listen to it and read the lyrics. I feel like crying while listening to it.

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Because my life is pretty boring I decided to show you my horrible hair.

Due to my year as an au-pair in the USA and my current jobs I have three atm I have to be a little bit more grown-up no pink, green, blue hair anymore so most of my hair is brown. I'm not a big fan of brown hair and it's hard for me to like myself with natural hair color. I never had the same hair color as long as I have now brown hair: almost two years!!!
I dyed some of my hair in January/Feburary just to feel better and the color started to look really messed up.
Isn't it horrible?
It looks like the hair of a homeless person or a punk.
I like this kind of hair on punks but unfortunatly I don't count myself as one.
I need all this stuff to dye my hair. What do you need?
I used to color my hair without gloves but it's so hard to get the color from your skin afterwards!
I need to separate my brown hair. I don't even want to think about the look if I accidently would dye the brown hair as well.
It's hard work actually. I'm sure I missed some hair but I coudn't change it.
Do you see the brown hair? And now tell my how to get it out!
I dyed my hair green. At the moment I'm using all my old hair colors.
I had so many and coudn't use them all before dying my hair brown in May 2010 so I try to use all the left-overs now.
Blue and most of turquoise is already gone. ♥Voilá. My hair. Apple green. ♥It doesn't look perfectly dyed. I'm not sure if it's my lack of dying-skills or simply that the color is over three years old...
I mean it doesn't look bad yet once upon a time I've been great at dying my hair....

I really seem to get old.